I find myself in the depths of the unknown
"I searched for God and found only myself. I searched for myself and found only God.”
– Rumi
Years ago, I felt disconnected to my own knowing… I relied on others for answers. I ingested information, questioned myself, and would often swirl in rumination…
I stumbled upon this quote (a Divine stumble) and wept as I read it…
“I asked myself, How many times have I denied my innermost wisdom and silenced this voice? How many times can a woman betray her soul before it gives up and ceases calling to her at all?” – Sue Monk Kidd
I knew I needed to journey back to myself again. The journey is “back” to self because when you were 4… you:
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Danced without caring what it looked like
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Created song and story, just for the fun of it
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Loved yourself (thought you were pretty awesome, actually)
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Believed anything was possible
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Knew what you wanted, when you wanted it
“Only when we are brave enough to explore the darkness will we discover the infinite power of our light.”
– Brené Brown
We can find this place in ourselves again. Where we listen to ourselves, find our deepest desires, and where our Knowing is loud and strong… and we take deep care of ourselves.
“You have to find a mother inside yourself. We all do. Even if we already have a mother, we still have to find this part of ourselves inside.”
– Sue Monk Kidd
But the journey takes you into the Unknown first… silence, depth, sadness, grief, anger… the healing comes through the feeling.
And on the other side, we find the truth...
SELF-WORTH is FULLNESS.
We feel our power radiate from within, not from external sources (what we do or achieve, what others say about us, how much wealth or promotions we have, or what we look like).
A quiet strength. An inner spring that is always flowing. Constantly resourced from within.
It is a reminder of what is, and always was, within. A reminder of who you are.
That is what healing is… reminders.
This is the path to what we truly want… peace, inner confidence, open to receive (the root of manifestation work is here), more certainty within.
“When I tell you all shall be well, I don't mean that life won't bring you tragedy. Life will be life. I only mean you will be well in spite of it.”
Welcome to MANIFEST ME
A 3-month journey of finding YOU and creating exactly what you want through creative thought, true words, and intuitive action.
"I want to get back to the root of who I am, the heart of who I am... Being true to myself is the foundation of all great things to come.”
– Emily Hopcian
“The True Self is not our creation, but God's. It is the self we are in our depths. It is our capacity for divinity and transcendence.”
The Details
A 3-month program on self-worth and Knowing, wrapped in Divinity
Month 1:
The Foundation of You
Awareness: What shame is and what how it's blocking you from being more you.
Congruency: How to shift our unconscious and conscious minds to the same page.
The Enneagram: Learning more about you, your childhood, and how it relates to current behavioural patterns.
Month 2:
The Art of Inner Mothering
Processing: Moving through shame and triggers by becoming the Mother self for you and your emotions.
Healing in the Feeling: Embracing the full spectrum of your emotional landscape.
Human Design: Discovering your unique energetic blueprint for work and life.
Month 3:
The Radiance of Knowing
Practice: Strengthening your intuition through meditation and stillness.
Inner Child Communication: Connecting with yourself and the Divine within ("Godspark")
Gene Keys: Diving deeper into you... through contemplation.
Live Call Schedule
All calls are in Mountain Time (MT).
September 2025
Monday, September 8th @ 1:00 PM
Thursday, September 11th @ 11:00 AM
Thursday, September 18th @ 10:30 AM
Monday, September 22nd @ 9:00 AM
October 2025
Thursday, October 9th @ 10:30 AM
Tuesday, October 14th @ 10:00 AM
Monday, October 20th @ 10:00 AM
Monday, October 27th @ 10:00 AM
November 2025
Monday, November 3rd @ 1:00 PM
Monday, November 10th @ 10:00 AM
Monday, November 17th @ 10:00 AM
Monday, November 24th @ 10:00 AM
BONUS
✨ Live Manifestation Retreat! ✨
Included with the program is a 3-day MANIFESTATION retreat in Alberta, Canada during the first week of December 2025, at no extra charge! (We will try to record/Zoom some of it for those who cannot attend in person. Retreat details will be shared in the group.)
Interested in the retreat only? The cost is $1,111 USD.
Email: [email protected]
What people are saying...
“Your latest drop on subconscious practice was literally the best I have ever heard.” – Anonymous
“You just taught, in 45 minutes, what it took my 5 years of therapy to understand.” – Participant in a corporate event
“I just want to say… that I am so grateful I know you. I freaking love you and just keep doing your thing. And I hope I can keep coming back to you time and again for more goodness and healing.” – Grateful Client
“I have to say since starting… the coaching techniques and all the tools we have been using have helped me more than what I’ve experienced in 10 years of seeing a psychologist… as I feel that I am truly healing myself.” – Client
“I am way less hurtful in my talk to myself and others. My yelling is down 90%. I HAVE CONFIDENCE (I was not expecting this one, but it showed up out of nowhere. I say hi to people, I make eye contact, I smile more).” – Past Participant
“It's hard to explain just how much Crystal has helped us. We were very stuck in some difficult parenting situations, and now we are moving forward in much more positive ways. Our hearts and minds are in a much better place, and our relationships have improved drastically because of that.” – Sharon and Brett
“As a life coach and entrepreneurial coach, I see the power of excellent coaching every day, so when it comes time to working with my own coach, I choose only excellent coaches! When I found Crystal, I knew she was the one.” – Diana Swillinger, Life & Entrepreneurial Coach
A Final Thought on Manifestation…
This is the philosophy that powers our work together.
“Faith-energized words convert energy to matter. Words are the catalyst that turn the substance of faith into physical manifestation. Faith is the raw material from which all matter is made.” – Annette Kapps
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Faith = Believing something before I see evidence of it… holding the vision for it, even when it seems impossible.
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Words = The thoughts in my mind, vocalized, and the feelings in my heart.
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Matter = Seeing it come to life; the physical manifestation of the belief.
We create our reality… we create our world… we create what is around us:
The quality of our relationships. The quality of our time. The wealth we have. The opportunities that come. The friendships we find. The clients that find us.
This is manifestation, and we are doing it all the time, whether or not we recognize it. ✨
